Think of it this way. The object of desire, the Beauty, the Blonde
(Diana), is repeatedly subjected to the unwelcome attentions of a persistent
suitor (the Camera) until the dashing, glamorous knight (riding his
Automobile) sweeps her away. The Camera, with its unavoidably phallic long-lensed
snout, gives pursuit. And the story reaches its tragic climax, for the
Automobile is driven not by a hero but by a clumsy drunk. Put not your trust
in fairy tales or chivalrous knights. The object of desire, in the moment of
her death, sees the phallic lenses advancing upon her, snapping, snapping.
Think of it this way, and the pornography of Diana Spencer's death becomes
apparent. She died in a sublimated sexual assault. No. It was the first word of that cataclysmic Sunday morning: "no"
pronounced through an ascending sob, the consonant left behind in the chest
voice as the vowel climbed into the head voice, the pure wail of lament
whereby anyone, no matter how tone deaf, for one terrible moment becomes a
singer. But there was not one terrible moment. There were, still are,
hundreds of them, joining up in a long aria of anguish interrupted only by
exhaustion. Hundreds of millions of people who loved her but never met her
must be crying like this. Those who did meet her, and knew her faults,
should have some detachment. But somehow it works in reverse. The physics of
this unprecedented metaphysical explosion, this starburst of regret, are
counterintuitive, like relativity. Tomorrow, the globe will stop spinning in panic, and I will stop feeling
so dizzy with grief. Tomorrow, a sister will be officially handed over to
the impatient authority of death. Here, among the living, some would have
gladly gone instead of her... Tomorrow, the people will queue and queue not
for bread, but to pay their respects to a woman who gave us something else
to live on; the dream that one person can make a difference. Diana provided
the food of the soul. The more you know she was never perfect, the less you, who are not
perfect either, are able to detach the loss of her from the loss of
yourself, and so you have gone down with her, down that Acherontic tunnel by
the Pont de l'Alma and into the Halls of Dis, the inane regions, where
loneliness is the only thing there is, and the lost are together but can
never find each other, because it is like looking for a shadow in the dark. The Panorama interview was much more than a blatantly partisan account of
her marriage; it marked her invention, at a stroke, of a new and
multi-faceted identity for herself. Appropriating the language of such
disparate discourses as traditional romance, psychotherapy and even
feminism, she had succeeded in reaching out to the broadest of all possible
constituencies... What Diana seemed to have forgotten, and most people were
too dazzled by her performance to recall, was the traditional fate of the
women with whom she had chosen to bracket herself. Clytemnestra, Medea,
Phaedra, Sophonisba, Dido, Lucretia, Desdemona, Madame Butterfly, Violetta,
Norma, Mimi, even twentieth-century heroines like Maria from West Side
Story: they all wind up young, beautiful and dead. CONTRIBUTORS: Everyone, Andrew Gilchrist, Glyn Johnson, Everyone. £10 paid for entries.
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